Simpler Times

I love music it's a massive part of who I am almost defining me. I found two very old albums on my PC tonight Avril Lavigne's 'Let Go' and Good Charlotte's 'The Young and the Hopeless'. Listening to these albums again reminds me of a time back in '02 til '06 where I didn't have the worries I do now. No exams, no assignment, no bills and no worries. It reminds me of a time when it was dossing in school during the weekdays and during the weekends it reminds me of being down the skate park or county hall or dossing in Brenchly Gardens with my friends. We would skateboard and just doss completely care free. A part of me so wants that simple life back. I love the nursing studies I'm doing, the helping people, the medicine, the biology but really my dream job would be...9 to 5 in HMV...weird right...I just think it would help me regain so much of the simple life I lost and maybe give it back to me. This nostalgia has been playing on my mind for a week or so now...exemplified by the music of those times and I've started looking out for a reunion round to get back there...that's my thought for this blog...I wonder how many people want the simple life back.

Peace x x

Scott Pilgrim Tattoo

Just thought I would make a quick post with a better photo of the Scott Pilgrim tattoo on my left flank.

The Joys of Rain

So as normal it's raining here....a lot. Whenever it rains I always have this story in my head about a private detective in which the story takes place in constant rain...and for some reason starts off at Chatham train station...strange. Anyway I'm inside now planning to doss around and do nothing until my 1400 hrs lecture...what a fun life I have.

Peace x x

Ahhhhh...Sleep Deprevation

Holy crap...29 hours without sleep...I'm losing it a little. I got called into work for a night shift at 1700 hours yesterday after being awake since 0700 hours...and I'm still awake now doing uni work...been chattering to myself and speaking some random stuff apparently...it's getting fun...got to keep myself awake till at least 1900 hours so I sleep all night and feel refreshed for university tomorrow...between my jobs and university I've forgotten what a social life is.

Peace x x

Rejection Sucks

So I asked her or because I've got the guts of a guppy text her proposing a date...yea did not go well...easy, gentle and friendly letdown but still rejection sucks and hurts and a whole bunch of other crap. I mean seriously...I actually text her this...what is wrong with me am I defective or retarded in some way...'I know what would be really cool, I'll text the girl I like asking her on a date cos lets face it Michael your never gonna say it to her face'...so as you can see I'm in a bit of a shitty mood now...never mind she had her reasons (and they were disappointingly logical) so what can I do?...

Peace x x

Me, Myself and Uni

So here I sit in the university library trying to summon up the will to do some work...it's not coming easily. My relationship with uni is off and on as I struggle to maintain any semblance of a life whilst on this course. I love what I'm studying and loving being in the hospital but there are times where I think to myself 'Am I frakking insane!!!' so instead of working I choose to blog instead. Anyway I'm gonna go see if I can find a more silent area with less distractions...ooohhhhhh something shiny.....I'm back...see what I mean...very easily distracted.

Peace x x

The New Tattoo

So here it is my ultimate dedication to Scott Pilgrim:

This is the start of a larger design going up my entire left side and will contain all the character sprites from the game. Sorry about the crappy photo I will be uploading a better photo soon.

Peace x x

My Favourite Film and My Own Ramona Flowers

So my favourite film:

Scott Pilgrim vs The World

This film says everything about life for me in a really strange, whacky and in places 8 Bit way. It throws everything I love into one film the retro gaming edge, the geeky sense of humour, music and the leading lady Ramona Flowers.








Im single and I'm rubbish at it. The kind of girl I look for: smart, funny, quarky, geeky, a gamer, individual, wierd (the good kind not the 'lotion in the basket' kind) and pretty. So the real Ramona Flowers...if your out there...give me a bell.

Peace

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Tattoo's

At the end of August 2010 I had my first tattoo done, since then I have had two more done and am now addicted to them with a 4th, 5th and 6th all in the design stages, here's some photo's of my present ink. x x

                                                 
                                                          Tattoo #1:

The Afterlight symbol on Right Mid-Forearm









Tattoo #2:

My Favourite Firefly Quote on Right Side of Torso









Tattoo #3:

Assassin's Creed Logo on Left Upper Arm










I don't know what it is about them that is addictive, I just enjoy having tattoo's done that represent my favourite things and represent little things about me.

Peace

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A Little About Me

It's All About Me

I'm 21 and live in Kent, South East England. I'm a 2nd year Adult Nursing student and I love it, I also work part time as a flexi HCA and flexi CSW. My other loves (apart from nursing/medicine) include: movies, television, gaming (I'm a slave to the Xbox), guitar, music, reading, photography, day trips to new places, any kind of extreme sport and finding new and inventive ways to deafen myself with music. I wont list all my favourite films, TV shows, music etc. as it would take forever but they are some of my many passions. I'm single but always looking for someone to connect with...there kind of is someone but I'm a coward so yeah...not gonna do anything...anyhow there's a little about me...I'll update when I can or whenever some random thought floats into my head that I feel the need to share...anyway for now...goodnight and goodluck.

Peace

xx